What is a childhood memory that still haunts you?
I was not really a child, I was about 12 when that happened. We had a neighbor that always invited us to go to his house. Strange isn´t it? Well, we never went. But I remember once that he gave us icecream. We were in a friend´s house. A woman that had a bar. Very good friend of my mother.
When getting the icecream from him, he started to press one of my breasts. Then I tried to get away from him. Nobody noticed, people were around laughing and talking. Then I finally could get away from him.
Since that time I don´t talk to this man anymore. For any reason. He still tried to had contact. But from my part he is dead.
Then I finally told my mother about some years ago. You know, little girls feel ashamed when something like that happens to them. We didn´t do anything about it. But he knows that now I am a woman and he would not be stupid to try anything anymore.
What are five things that make you unique?
Submitted by RA<3TA.
Something hard for me it´s to think about myself. I see myself as an outgoing girl, lovely and friendly. People say I am quite beautiful and exotic, but I think that what calls attention for real is the inside. I am normally very shy and serious at first sight, but when you know me better, like most people you will probably say that I am very generous. That I think more about the others than about me and that I really like to help others in need. Maybe this makes me unique. I can´t be selfish and I already got really hurt because of that.
People are selfish, and when they aren´t other people try to teach them to be. This is sad. But you look stupid to the others when you are not selfish. Seems you don´t have self love, which is not true. You just have so much love inside that you can love everyone.
]]>Yesterday I went to my course to look for a training and they would pass a movie there. Just after the movie they would start to talk to the students about the opportunities, so I stayed to watch the movie. The name of the movie was "Freedom Writers". And it was based on reality. Was the story of students of a public school in the States. With their problems and social inclusion problem. And a teacher that wanted to make the change. Wanted to show people that there is more to see, that if you try to look forward then your reality you will see many things you didn´t know before. And also showed that we are all humans, with no difference of color of skin, race and so on, above all we are human beings.
Later on I looked for them on the internet and found this website: http://www.freedomwritersfoundation.org/site/c.kqIXL2PFJtH/b.2259975/k.BF19/Home.htm
What's your best quality?
Probably my best quality is my humanity. That I can explain as loving too much, surrendering too much and trying to help too much. I think sometimes I do really too much. And when you do things to others it´s better to do it uncondicionally. Not waiting for anything in charge. Cause if you do, you will get hurt.
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